The trick of it is that “do nothing,” the instruction, tells you little about the hallucinatory, profound things that happen if you let yourself come to a stop.
Instruction
- Find a posture that balances alertness and comfort.
- For 5-15m, settle into a natural, nice-feeling groove of present-moment attention, neither pushing away nor grabbing onto thoughts and emotions.
- Notice a natural clarity beginning to arise, which feels strangely blissful.
- Notice, on the edges, a troubling feeling lurking—something like the fear of death, or shame about previous misdeeds.
- Let it approach you, allow a disowned feeling that’s quietly dominated your entire life.
- Feel that you will certainly die, for several minutes.
- Discover that even within the heart of the dreaded feeling, you can find clarity and peace, in a part of you that has never changed.
- Realize, for a moment, that you don’t ever need to be afraid, because nothing can touch your fundamental consciousness.
- For a few seconds, spontaneously drop into a timeless stillness outside identity, Nothing itself, and find it shockingly fresh and beautiful.
- Go “what the fuck is that,” try to grab onto it, lose it.
- Know that you will begin your next practice by attempting to recreate this moment of timeless stillness, laugh at your own silliness.
- End the sit refreshed, amazed, confused.
Instruction after a while
- Settle into your customary posture, which feels like rejoining a friend.
- Slip into a state of deep, pleasant tranquility, after 5-10m of allowing your sub-minds to quiet.
- Contact the fact that many layers of conscious experience taken to be essential—the sense of self, time, space—are actually produced by habitual mental action.
- Watch these habitual mental actions slow, and, sometimes, halt.
- Rest in a space beyond concept that feels impersonal and yet universal; the home at the heart of Being.